change .....

Is it ominous?
something transpired
from the heart to my brains..

what happened ?
the mind transcended
the cusp of ideals and irony

am i lost ?
a travel has engendered
as seasons around seem to love change..

am i in cognizance ??
a dream has shattered
a catharsis of emotions is expected again...

so there is a change ???
a loss has been borne, one that of faith
you may, if you wish, give it an appellation of change...

ek nagma hai gun gunane ko

Ek uljhan hai kehne ko,
sehne ke liye hazaaron mushkileen hain..

Ek zindagi hai jeene ko,
nibhane ke liye hazazroon rishtey hain..

Ek umr ka bhoj hai uthane ko,
bhoj dhaane ke liye hazaaroon lamhe hain..

Ek ulfat ka sahara hai paane ko,
katne ke liye hazaaroon bandishein hain..

Ek sapna hai saakaar banane ko,
todne ke liye hazaaroon aashiyaanein hain..

Ek shayar bekaraar hai mujhmein samane ko,
unsuni karne ke liye hazaaroon ghazalein hain..

Ek shaksiyat ka mukam hai hasil karne ko,
khone ke liye hazaaroon dil ki tamanaayein hain...

Kuch nazmein

mere yaar ne mujhe ek khhitab baksha hai,

meri ulfat ko rusva kare jo, aisa ek khwab dil me paal rkha hai ..

hum to uski chaahat pe mar-mitne ke liye chal pade the ..

usne meri chaahat ko mehez ek alfaaz bana rakha hai

Hum to jungein lad rahe the,

malum na tha dil ki basti peeche ujad rahi thi...

unko chod aaye the mehfooz imaaratoon ke darmiyaan unki khairiyat ki duvaain lekar,

malum chala wo chal diye kuch lamhoon ke baad humein bewafaaii ki duhayen dekar..

Ek ashq aankhoon se chalak na paya tha, sukh gayi thi mann ki aahein dekh kar...

ki mar mitne chale bhi to sirf duhayeen lekar ...

Aaj mann apne jism ki laash pe baith rudaali sa ho gaya hai ..

dard mein sachayi to hai lekin ...afsana jhootha sa ho gaya hai ...

aisi sazzaa kyun bakshi , bata-e-malik.. kyun dhaya aisa sitam..

ki zinda reh ke bhi zindagi se ho rahe rusva hum ....

thaam lene ki karta hoon tujhse guzarish,

ki zor dhuan ban gaya hai aur patvaarein bhi ho chuki hain kahrij..

Not a self-imposed hiatus

I had really been busy and also deprived of net on my laptop for a long time now. However I guess hiatus is not always self-imposed. I apologise to one and all for not having replied to the wonderful comments here and also xpress gratitude for dropping by, even though I have not been able to return the same. Now that I have my net back I promise to make up pretty soon.

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I search thou all my life,

I search thou in happiness and strife..

I search thou through memories, dreams and time

I search thou,with grit and determination sublime...

I search thou whilst I know not what thou,

that I seek in my mind...

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Towards a new destiny .

There rises a desire to live today..

it feels like it's gonna be a new day...

Face wet from fresh dew of the lawn..

Venue of battles I fought from dusk to dawn...

I can now feel the sun rising, its shining..

I feel the connection, my living...

It's a new beginning, a new day..

As I gear up for life ahead, making hay...

Some faces were lost in the night..

their memories follow me through the light...

Maybe it's more than faces,more than memories..

maybe it's a part of my life's song, it's melodies...

So, I sing a new song full of life for me..

A tribute to what they shared with me...

So what if what prevailed was destiny ..

I know my tributes shall last for an eternity..

As i rise towards a new destiny .